So much has changed since last i wrote.
I never did draw my land in the sand. Not for fear of the outcome but for the sake of peace.
It happened from love for me and can never be told for her love of him.
He and I have an uneasy peace, born from his having a drama queen twitter moment and my calm reply that i’d kick his teeth down his throat.
But peace is peace, and minus one slight blip between I and her, all is well.
No more misbehaving behind his back, just peace on earth and goodwill to all men.
My first year of university has really changed me.
I have a new group of friends who are just as messed up as me (jokingly entitled the box of broken toys). I’ve partied, drank, had fun and lived.
My attitudes have shifted greatly. While I may be the nicey nicey go ahead walk all over guy i once was, i’ve found that being nice when the chips are down is always the right course of action.
Always be nicer than necessary, you never know when you’ll have to rely on the kindness of others.
My lazy attitude toward life has shifted to a more structured but relaxed one.
Each to there own and do unto others as you would have done unto you.
My belief that the best course of action after my messy break up was to always tell the truth was a childs perspective. The tantrum of a child. I am the keeper of many secrets, each and every one showing the level of trust people have in me and some secrets can only do more harm than good.
So for the first time in a long time, i send this into cyberspace with no expectance or hope of reply and understanding.
Take care all and may the world keep on spinning